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i miss my blog
2012年5月22日星期二 | 20:23 | 0 comments
i know that i posted a picture the other day, and i have written some in
the past week. but, i feel so far away from my blog. my life just
got a whole lot busier and i haven’t figured out how to squeeze in time
for everything. so, sadly, i have neglected my blog. but, that’s not
gonna work. writing here has become a way for me to express myself, my
creativity, and to process my thoughts. i feel balanced and grounded
when i post something regularly. i used to write in a journal, and i
tried to start that again some months ago; but my life has become more
digital, so the paper & pen thing (which i truly love!) just doesn’t
work for me anymore. this blank page on my computer screen, where i can
type, edit, add images, and even include music sometimes seems to fit
me better now. and i love sending my thoughts and pictures out there.
somewhere. into cyberspace. wherever they go. somehow i feel more
connected to others.
but, i must find time. i must create space. but, when? my schedule is so
weird. nighttime seems like a great time to reflect, but i am so not a
night person. however, i am a morning person , so that could
work. but, ugh. i have to get up at 6 in order to have time to
really write. too early for me. i could keep on writing when the spirit
moves me, but the spirit moves me so often – and usually in the most
inopportune times = i am at work, walking, or involved in something
else. so, what do i do? i need this time. i crave it. perhaps the only way i can truly balance myself is to discipline myself.
discipline. what a crappy sounding word. it sounds so confining and
boring. it sounds painful. and i guess that it is to begin with. but,
in the past, i have created a space for disciplined time of quiet
meditation – a pause in my daily life in order to read, write, reflect,
and just be. with all that’s going on (and all my new responsibilities
& adventures!) i believe it’s time to buckle down and prioritize
what’s really important to me. and i truly believe that in order to have
energy, be positive, make a difference, and have something to offer
others, i must remember some of my basic beliefs :)
being leads to doing. connecting with my soul/God allows be to be free
to be used. by focusing first on being still, then i am able to remember
that my life is not all about me and i am inspired. it’s important to
me to have a daily retreat. a mini-vacation. some sabbath time.
sometimes it’s good to just get away. in order to create a balanced
life.
so, that’s my plan. truly make time for myself. and not just 5 minutes,
but some actual time. luckily i have found something new this week that
is going to help me with this plan of mine. podcasts! podcasts are
either audio or video clips from itunes & there are tons of them,
from all sorts of categories! for free!!! you just download it to your
itunes and viola! you’ve got a newscast, a book, a tv show, or whatever.
this past weekend, i found one called “pray as you go”. it’s a 10
minute daily audio meditation. and it has been a great beginning to my
day for the past few days.
life moves quickly. time goes by so fast. for me, it’s so good to take a
pause on a regular basis. hopefully i will be able to faithfully spend
some time with myself. and hopefully, during that time i will read a
little, listen a little, and write & reflect here. on my blog.
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